No Mirror is Good Enough for My Eating Disorder

When ever I look into a mirror I consantly wonder if it really is me in the mirror.  Is that really what I look like?  For many years now I have taught myself not to trust mirrors.  After all it really isn’t me.  Anything could have happened to the light on it’s way to bouncing off the mirror.  The angle could have changed and of course the mirror itself could be distorted.  Because I’ll never know I’m always worried, maybe I’m too fat.  I know it’s crazy, but that’s the me and my eating disorder.

~ by Anonymous on December 10, 2008.